My 2014 Review

Dear (insert name here*),

     This is possible because of you. Yeah, YOU. The one reading this. Thanks for the awesome year and I hope you stick with me through the next one. Feel free to read through this report or not. Makes no difference to me. If you’d rather watch tv, listen to music, read a book (or reread mine 😉 ), or just bask in your awesomeness, go right on ahead. Enjoy your time. You deserve it. Also, don’t be afraid to leave comments or whatever. I love hearing from you. Thanks again and Happy New Years!


*I’ve always wanted to say that. XD


P.S. Also, if you wouldn’t mind taking this little poll, I’d be very grateful. If you do, you could get a special shout out from me! (Probably not, but there’s hope and hope’s its own reward. 😄)

The stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 750 times in 2014. If it were a cable car, it would take about 13 trips to carry that many people.

Click here to see the complete report.


Happy Holidays!


Hello, readers!

Over the next few days I plan to try and upload new chapters of Deadly Roses. I know it’s been forever, but I plan on trying my hardest. Thank you for putting up with me and I hope you enjoy the next few chapters. Happy reading!



I tell you I am well aware how this world works but please don’t be human and let me down

Don’t tell me that you can’t come around anymore because it’s an inconvenience to you

What about me?

It’s not just you who’s hurting

It’s the one you’re saying is broken and not worth your time

The one you’re freezing out burning your bridges to

The one you’re throwing off the edge of sanity to be tired by the insane

But my brain can’t take that pain

Can’t deal with that stress that mess that pulls and pushes the wretched such as my soul it’s too much to bear

So please don’t be human and let me down

Cause I’m not strong enough to go through this on my own

My wings can’t catch me the way you do in your brazen arms so warm and protective

Just catch me

I’m afraid that you can’t hear me over your loud thoughts of abandonment

But just stay a little longer to see if I’m okay

I like this stable feeling but you can’t tell because you aren’t listening

So before you give up on me

I’ll give up on you because in your eyes it’s okay to leave because I’m already gone



by SachaKalis

by SachaKalis




This is a party of some sort
Take a look around the room
All I hear is “Who are you?”
Who are you related to?
Who are you married to?
Who are you working for?
Who are you and what do you do behind closed doors?
Just who are you? Who are you? Who are you?
Who am I?
I am a VIP.
I am a VIP in every sense of the phrase.
A very important person.

I am very
Very smart
Very talented
Very beautiful, powerful, insightful intellectual
I am very
I vary my lexicon, speech pattern, then I’m on to sweet patterns like that swirling surface and icy rings of Saturn
In space there is space where planets stay on their courses
Never tarry, never vary unlike me
I am very
I am very important

I make important statements
I state important questions
I question important choices
I take important steps
Stepping on important milestones
Mile by mile
Important to follow that road to my dream
A path called so futile and rarely traveled but the travel is worth it when 10 years from now you’re not working and the only importance is money
But this money can’t buy you happiness, can’t heal the broken, can’t tell you your heart is open and exposed
And the important thing to remember is that your main importance is you
It is important to make sure you are most important to you
Your existence is important
You are important
I am very important
I am a very important person

I am a person
Not a thing to be discarded or ignored when unwanted
I’m not a doll sitting here for your amusement
Sitting still and quietly begging for your attention, for some sign of recognition, for you to acknowledge my presence, mention my name
Not going to sit there and smile at you just to make you feel better
I’m not a pet
I don’t want you to take care of me, tell me what to do, be in charge of me, secure my insecurities, pet my head, tell me I’ve been good
Be good young children because I’m in control and it’s on my mind that time isn’t just a number–it’s a blessing because value is in the times we treasure, as is the nature of people
Because people are what we are
I am a person
I am a very important person



Who are you?
Who are you?
Who am I?
I am a VIP.



This life is hard
Greed overpowers morals
There are those who hurt us
We can’t do what’s right
We can’t heal the bruises

This world is hard
Dark shadows cover our skies
There are strangers knocking us down
We can’t see where we want to go
We can’t get up from our failures

This love is hard
Beauty trumps feelings
There are scars on our hearts
We can’t peek behind the masks
We can’t fix the broken

This moment is hard
The abyss swallows our sight
There is nothing we can do
We can’t make it through the night
We can’t make us better

I’m sorry